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Aug. 6th, 2005 07:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kitarouOk... So... I've been reading a lot into a certain person (T)'s absense lately.... and well, I keep on wavering between giving him a benefit of a doubt, and then thinking he really IS avoiding me.
More evidence to the avoiding me side.
I mean, I'm not really THAT hurt or devastated or anything (as when I acknowledged I felt something for him, I was on the rebound anyway... I say rebound like I ever dated anyone.)
Of course, the annoying thing is (and THIS bothers me) is it always takes someone new in my social circle for me to start seeing faults in the objects of my last obsessions... Thus making me feel like I'm some form of soon-to-be slut or something.
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In other news, the last few days have been good. I just hope I don't inadvertantly hurt someone else. If logic were there, we'd be trying to draw the boundary lines right away. But uhm... the only good logic we've come up with is to avoid each other for a bit.
Oh, and R is still on the radar it seems...
And I hope A is ok, I haven't heard from him recently.
This year is going to be... interesting.
More evidence to the avoiding me side.
I mean, I'm not really THAT hurt or devastated or anything (as when I acknowledged I felt something for him, I was on the rebound anyway... I say rebound like I ever dated anyone.)
Of course, the annoying thing is (and THIS bothers me) is it always takes someone new in my social circle for me to start seeing faults in the objects of my last obsessions... Thus making me feel like I'm some form of soon-to-be slut or something.
--
In other news, the last few days have been good. I just hope I don't inadvertantly hurt someone else. If logic were there, we'd be trying to draw the boundary lines right away. But uhm... the only good logic we've come up with is to avoid each other for a bit.
Oh, and R is still on the radar it seems...
And I hope A is ok, I haven't heard from him recently.
This year is going to be... interesting.
