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Babbling
So uhm... the closest I got to participating in any way with Pride was watching them clean up Bank St. while I waited (forever!) to get into Barrymore's.
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You know, I keep on wanting to come out to my friends (that is, the ones I have that are still in Ottawa, whom I'm not out to) -- but I have plenty of reasons not to (what exactly am I coming out as?)
I know my friends would have no problems with me being gay. (Or at least, very few...) -- But it'd be kinda awkward. And when I don't really view myself as gay (I'm asexual... I just find guys more attractive than girls so far >_>), obviously I'm not going to do anything too rash.
But I feel kinda cheap trying to be "normal" -- I avoid questions where I have to judge a girl's attractiveness >_> Because really, I have no clue, and I don't have any good canned answers either.
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Only a couple more months left in Canada... woot.
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You know, I keep on wanting to come out to my friends (that is, the ones I have that are still in Ottawa, whom I'm not out to) -- but I have plenty of reasons not to (what exactly am I coming out as?)
I know my friends would have no problems with me being gay. (Or at least, very few...) -- But it'd be kinda awkward. And when I don't really view myself as gay (I'm asexual... I just find guys more attractive than girls so far >_>), obviously I'm not going to do anything too rash.
But I feel kinda cheap trying to be "normal" -- I avoid questions where I have to judge a girl's attractiveness >_> Because really, I have no clue, and I don't have any good canned answers either.
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Only a couple more months left in Canada... woot.
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